

Mindless self impairment slipping into my own mind i see flashes of memories,Mindless self impairment by ~bloodyhororgirl
snapshots of what once was,
the good and the bad.
i wouldn't say this ordeal has left me with overwhelming remorse as much vexation,
my walking away did not cause the somber cloud that poises over me,
that came into being when i held your hand and you looked away from me,
however whether or not i was left with regret i was left with something deep inside,
a coldness in my heart,
a wound that bleeds far within my being.
it is ever existent.
and while i push it to the back of my mind,
and bury it I'm the deepest place in my heart.
it is still there.
unresolved.
ignored.
denie


Mindless self impairment slipping into my own mind i see flashes of memories,Mindless self impairment by ~bloodyhororgirl
snapshots of what once was,
the good and the bad.
i wouldn't say this ordeal has left me with overwhelming remorse as much vexation,
my walking away did not cause the somber cloud that poises over me,
that came into being when i held your hand and you looked away from me,
however whether or not i was left with regret i was left with something deep inside,
a coldness in my heart,
a wound that bleeds far within my being.
it is ever existent.
and while i push it to the back of my mind,
and bury it I'm the deepest place in my heart.
it is still there.
unresolved.
ignored.
denie